Well, recently, things haven't been going well. My gf had a killer bday party, unlike mine, which was totally disappointing. I kinda expected more from my 18th bday. The economy is really starting to affect me, cuz now we're having trouble paying rent. Thus, I'm being forced to go look for a job. Asked my dad for a new computer for my bday. He even asked me for all the details of what kind of computer I wanted, which of course I wanted something hi-tech. Though, he comes in with my new "old" computer. Ever see those REALLY old computers at your school library? That's what he got me. -.-

There are some good sides to these recent weeks. I've got my college schedule finally planned out. I passed my driver's test, so I finally have a driver's license. But... the crappy part about that last one is the CONSIDERABLY noticeable fact that I don't have a car to drive. -.-

Now this next part is what really makes me disappointed in life. Apparently, I've been complaining about wanting a car to my parents. Naturally, you'd think they'd help me out and get me my first car, even if it is free. But no, they don't want to help me with this one. My mom I can understand not being able to get me a car, she doesn't have the money, though she's promised to get me a car when she gets the money from dad's retirement, and lord knows how far away that will be. But my dad... he's a totally different scenario on his own. He's rich, owns a big house, and is pretty much a greedy bastard. (Pardon to anyone who is offended) Anyways, I ask him for a car, and he goes, "Go find a job." That's all he has been saying for the past few weeks. But, this last few days, he's been telling me to go look for a car on Ebay, something that was under $2000 (being a cheap ass again). So naturally, I go on a huge car search, and I give him my list of "prospects". They were in the local area, were under $2000, and fit my requirements for a car. Of course, this gets my hopes up, thinking he might actually get me a car. But of course, that didn't last very long. After dad looks over the list, he says the words I dreaded to hear, "Now go get a job, so you can buy one of these." The first thing that goes through my mind is "wtf?!" Then the second thing was, "What's the friggen point on looking for cars on EBAY if you're not gonna buy them. It's pointless since they'll be gone in like 5 days, and there's no possible way I can raise that money in time." A total friggen disappointment. I was thinking that if anything, he'd buy me a car and make me pay him back, but nope, all he says is, "Too bad, it sucks to be you. If I were you, I'd go look for a job quick and earn some money." God... what a jerk. Won't help me get a car, won't help my mom pay the bills for our apartment. I'm feeling abandoned and defeated... Though... I guess I should've seen that coming, seeing as I've lived with the guy for 16 of my 18 years.

Well, I apologize to whoever reads this for writing so much, and most of it being depressing.

I've chosen to ignore the guy, and hopefully, never talk to him again.

With that, I've gotten kinda past it. I've posted my first pic in a long time. Took me about an hour and a half to draw it this morning. I don't know, I just was on a roll for some reason.

Well, until next time guys...
Maybe I'll have better luck in the future. =/